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    • Oh! waking is a bitter nightmare..when you constantly hang around the fringes of my dreams..

    ..my foundation is crumbling and shattered glass is falling all over sidewalks..

    ..i am collapsing and i am collapsing on myself.. i am shards of glass..and i am the person being wounded by the glass..

    ..there is a certain beautiful honesty about depression..

    ..will Candy and honey not ..sweeten the Bitter acrimony of life? ..if truth indeed be a fallacy, then should reality not be a lie?

    Truth is like water. A little of it quenches your thirst Too much of it..and you drown.

    Monday, December 23, 2002

    i noe its been a superly long time since ive blogged
    Though i have finished my A levels, and im supposed to have more time to Blog now..but it seems that im busier these days and have less time to blog..ah...the irony!

    anywaez not much has changed ,, im currently job hunting, and hopefully ill be able to get a job soon so ill have something else to do, to pass time, and plus i need the cash
    it seems like the entire world is working already!! man...and im the onli one still slacking arnd!

    anywae i ve been thinking alot abt stuff and i realise ive been very silly in the past. I was naive, stupid( maybe i still am), impulsive, rash and ive this tendency to speak my mind, talk nonsense, and just basically say things without thinking first! i guess i was too frank and straighfoward as well, and i guess it may have been offenisve towards some pple. When i think back abt the past and think abt how tactless i once was, and how brash i could be, i feel guilty. I guess i may have hurt some people, but without really realising it. And sometimes i say things without really meaning it, the way i alwaes kid arnd and joke arnd but i guess some pple took my words seriously, which wasnt a good thing. Its upsetting coz when i think of my past mistakes i realise how silly i have been,but i never meant to hurt anyone at all, at least not intentionally---maybe i did so unintentionally, but i never had any bad intentions. haha..im just so clueless and sometiems so Heck care, that i never realise that some pple wont reallie like this heck_careness of mine. It my Bo-chupness has affected some pple. I feel totally guilty about that
    i dunno why the heck im saying this but i guess its coz ive been thinking alot and i really wanna get it off my chest.
    ah well...anywaez, life hasnt changed much, apart from me being more cynical then ever...:OP
    its so ironic coz i did learn alot of stuff at church camp, and alot of them made perfect sense, and they did really apply to life...or rather my life, but i just can't really seem to apply it--yet
    hopefully one day i will..

    dawn fairy on the moon at 12/23/2002